Breakfast At Tiffany's

Holly Golightly.

~

I wish I was her.

She's eighteen, flighty, and so goddamn attractive.

She doesn't have any responsibilities, no commitments, not care in the world.

She may be lonely, but being alone doesn't bother me.

Because sometimes, having nothing makes you realise you have more than you could ever hope for.

But maybe that's just what I want.

Nothing.

You suck.

At everything you do.

You try, and try, and try.

You think you know everything; that you have control of everything...

But then in a moment you realise that everything is much harder than you expected.

and you just fail.

You think you have no more tears to shed;

That you really don't give a shit anymore, but deep down, you really do.

Weeeeeeeee!

I'm sick.

Sick of ALWAYS being the one who makes an effort in every friendship.

Sick of being everybody's doormat.

Sick of seeing beautiful people and hating myself.

Sick of trying and failing miserably.

Sick and tired of always being the last one.

But worst of all, 

I'm sick of being hated by everyone; even if I haven't done anything to hurt them.

/le sigh

But I am le tired...

FIRE ZE MISSLES!

lololololpewpewpewahjksdljf;lakhgfhy 

I've been asked to blog again by several people, but I haven't found it in me to do so...

I do notice your tags and comments, I am not ignoring you!

But I am too asdfghjkl; to do anything these days!

So this post is a massive 

JE SUIS DÉSOLÉE

to everyone.

:(

Yes, I am trying to catch up on everyone's blogsahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Its true, I crave you.

Baby, seasons change but people don't.

Lies and insincerity is all you've given me.

Sympathy and friendship is all you ever wanted.

Don't expect anymore out of me, because all I've ever done is give.

I am so sick of going through people like you;

Its always the same.

So, like I've said-

Go fuck yourself.

Alex Goot

Is my new love.

/jizz~

♥