Nowhere, Nothin, Fuckup

I don't know what to post about anymore!

-lesigh

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So here's some pictures that i love :)

Thank you.

A great, big, big, big, big, BIG elephant hug from me to you.

~

There are so many things (and yes, people too), that I would love to erase in my life.

But I can't, and I know that we all wish that it was that easy.

But hey, life isn't easy - It has its ups and downs;

I seem to think that in mine is just downhill,

Because people are always there to put me down.

There are a lot of things and very few people I am grateful for in my life though,

I am lucky to have have met them in the first place,

and just really fortunate to have them in my life, I guess.

Even if I haven't met them in person, they still seem to care,

And I guess that's all that matters.

It means a lot to me that I can have the same angry-depressive rant every single time,

And even if they have no idea what I am crying over,

They tell me to pick up the pieces and keep going.

So, thank you.

I mean it.

♥

Also, I would totally turn lesbian for Katy Perry. She is amazing!

Love To Hate Myself.

I criticise myself, and make myself despise everyone, everything and my life.

The only thing is specialise in is procrastinating.

This post was so pathetic, I couldn't even come up with a title.

This doesn't make me feel better,

It kills me inside, feeling like this,

But hurting feels better than feeling nothing.

~

The pain is like a cure to that burning fury you feel inside you,

And those cuts, bruises, scrapes and scars;

Are the memories of how much you suffered - Reminding you no.

But you remember how good it felt, so you do it again.

The feeling inside me is something that only I can wash away,

But. I. Can't.

Nobody understands. Nobody cares. Nobody knows.

In Celebration,

Dear friends, strangers, stalkers,

At first I had no idea what to blog about, because usually I blog about my shitty life. A friend of mine asked me to post something new, and well... VOILA! AT 2 AM. YES I HAVE A CHEM TEST TO STUDY FOR. NO, I HAVE NOT STUDIED FOR MY IN-CLASS LEGAL ESSAY AND CAUGHT UP WITH MY MATHS B OR MATHS SPESH OR FARKING DONE MY ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT THAT IS DUE TODAY.

Its been approximately a month and a half, and well I have come to realise that I haven't cried, I've grown fatter, but I am happier!

I am also:

- Grateful that finally, I have found some people that I can actually trust and can stand my bitching and whining.

- Ecstatic when we have fat picnics on the turf at school.

- Constantly smiling and laughing at my screen like a loon everyday.

- Getting raped by my fat pile of homework.

- Losing about... four hours sleep every night!

- Sick of somebody who can't get the fuck out of my life.

- Oh yeah, and I'm so over this year.

This is also a completely random post, with 0% inspiration, zilch motivation and 100% procrastination! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

SOOO, apart from this supposingly happeh post, this has turned into some gaybo post and now I am talking like bogan instead of some fabbity-fab english............. Zzzz... So here's some completely random and amazing pictures for you to woo over!

JIZZ. IN. MY. PANTS.

asdfghjkl;kjhgfdgfhjkl yeah.

Rainbows

Thank you

Tywo

, for the Seven Colours Award!

Name seven things that make you happy:

I'm passing this on to:

AA.

Belinda

Blaize

Dani

Freebird Flyaway

Jambam!

Nabilah

Natalia

Sab

Teresauras

And well... I guess you too, stranger :)

Never Let This Go.

"Maybe if my heart stops beating

It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong"