I'm sick.
Sick of ALWAYS being the one who makes an effort in every friendship.
Sick of being everybody's doormat.
Sick of seeing beautiful people and hating myself.
Sick of trying and failing miserably.
Sick and tired of always being the last one.
But worst of all,
I'm sick of being hated by everyone; even if I haven't done anything to hurt them.
/le sigh