Sunday, 19 December 2010

Its true, I crave you.

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

Baby, seasons change but people don't.

Lies and insincerity is all you've given me.
Sympathy and friendship is all you ever wanted.
Don't expect anymore out of me, because all I've ever done is give.

I am so sick of going through people like you;
Its always the same.
So, like I've said-
Go fuck yourself.

Monday, 8 November 2010

Alex Goot

Is my new love.

Sunday, 10 October 2010

Nowhere, Nothin, Fuckup

I don't know what to post about anymore!


So here's some pictures that i love :)

Friday, 1 October 2010

Thank you.

A great, big, big, big, big, BIG elephant hug from me to you.


There are so many things (and yes, people too), that I would love to erase in my life.
But I can't, and I know that we all wish that it was that easy.

But hey, life isn't easy - It has its ups and downs;
I seem to think that in mine is just downhill,
Because people are always there to put me down.

There are a lot of things and very few people I am grateful for in my life though,
I am lucky to have have met them in the first place,
and just really fortunate to have them in my life, I guess.

Even if I haven't met them in person, they still seem to care,
And I guess that's all that matters.

It means a lot to me that I can have the same angry-depressive rant every single time,
And even if they have no idea what I am crying over,
They tell me to pick up the pieces and keep going.

So, thank you.
I mean it.

Also, I would totally turn lesbian for Katy Perry. She is amazing!

Thursday, 23 September 2010

Love To Hate Myself.

I criticise myself, and make myself despise everyone, everything and my life.
The only thing is specialise in is procrastinating.

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

This post was so pathetic, I couldn't even come up with a title.

This doesn't make me feel better,

It kills me inside, feeling like this,
But hurting feels better than feeling nothing.


The pain is like a cure to that burning fury you feel inside you,
And those cuts, bruises, scrapes and scars;
Are the memories of how much you suffered - Reminding you no.
But you remember how good it felt, so you do it again.

The feeling inside me is something that only I can wash away,
But. I. Can't.

Nobody understands. Nobody cares. Nobody knows.

Monday, 23 August 2010

In Celebration,

Dear friends, strangers, stalkers,

At first I had no idea what to blog about, because usually I blog about my shitty life. A friend of mine asked me to post something new, and well... VOILA! AT 2 AM. YES I HAVE A CHEM TEST TO STUDY FOR. NO, I HAVE NOT STUDIED FOR MY IN-CLASS LEGAL ESSAY AND CAUGHT UP WITH MY MATHS B OR MATHS SPESH OR FARKING DONE MY ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT THAT IS DUE TODAY.

Its been approximately a month and a half, and well I have come to realise that I haven't cried, I've grown fatter, but I am happier!

I am also:

- Grateful that finally, I have found some people that I can actually trust and can stand my bitching and whining.
- Ecstatic when we have fat picnics on the turf at school.
- Constantly smiling and laughing at my screen like a loon everyday.
- Getting raped by my fat pile of homework.
- Losing about... four hours sleep every night!
- Sick of somebody who can't get the fuck out of my life.
- Oh yeah, and I'm so over this year.

This is also a completely random post, with 0% inspiration, zilch motivation and 100% procrastination! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
SOOO, apart from this supposingly happeh post, this has turned into some gaybo post and now I am talking like bogan instead of some fabbity-fab english............. Zzzz... So here's some completely random and amazing pictures for you to woo over!


asdfghjkl;kjhgfdgfhjkl yeah.

Friday, 9 July 2010


Thank you
, for the Seven Colours Award!

Name seven things that make you happy:

I'm passing this on to:

And well... I guess you too, stranger :)

Friday, 25 June 2010

Never Let This Go.

"Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong"

Saturday, 22 May 2010

I love the optimism in Final Fantasy!

"It's not a question of can or can't. There are some things in life you just do."

"Wishes can come true. But not if you just wait for miracles.
Miracles are things we make for ourselves.
Here, and now."

Thursday, 20 May 2010

I. Don't. Care.
Not anymore.
Quite frankly, I don't think anybody does either.

If I disappeared, it wouldn't matter;
Because its not like I'm visible anyone anyway.
To you, I don't even exist.
I'm like the air you breathe, The air you can't see,
& the air you can't touch.

Wednesday, 12 May 2010

C'est Grotesque.

I hate everything about myself.

P.S. I'm just busy with school and shit,
I'm not ignorez-vousing any of you!

Wednesday, 28 April 2010


Is it that feeling at the bottom of your stomach?
An overused word?

I think so.

What do you think?
Do people always mean what they say?
Is love just a word sometimes?

I'd Tap That.